Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I'm tired

SO tired. I hate this feeling. Sheer exhaustion. Put on a smile. Hope no one sees you breaking inside. Hide your fear. The not knowing. It has been years now...
When will it be over?

There is still no news. We were told this morning that we won't have ANY information about DIA's decision in our case until these other two adoptions are complete. There is no time frame for the completion of these adoptions. No Invitations to travel. Nothing. Our fingerprints will expire again this fall and the extension is no longer free. Dillen lies in a crib, waiting while we are desperate to bring her home. No answers. DIA has not helped her, our agency has not helped her, and the province leaders have not helped her. Who looks after the orphans but our God?

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

i honestly can not imagine the frustration you must be feeling im sure you feel tired and helpless...im sorry brooke we do pray 4 yall that the Lord will somehow susutain you thru this or send some sort of angel to move things along...lets hang soon....really.....:)
jerushah

A said...

I am so sorry for all your are going through. Unfortunately, I know all to well how it feels. Hang in there and stay strong!

Andrea

domestiqueengineer said...

Brooke, my heart is aching for you. Your post brings tears to my eyes. I find my self desperately saying prayers for you guys while as I am going over your recent blog post. I pray your Faith sees you through.......
hugs~ jodi